I was walking home aft tuition..and i glazed at the sky.
The moon is beautiful tonight.
The moon has uneven patches on it. but it's still beautiful to me.haha. I dont know what I'm talking about. Pardon Me , yea.
The week is not good. but still, I will give praise to God. for everything that He has done and will do for me.
Things will be at a slower pace for this week. Soon, things will be piling up again when Nov , my final exams, comes. Got to start planning my schedules early man. Haix. Seriously, I do not know what I have learn for my past 2 years in uni. Sometimes I really doubt myself. Am I retarded? I guess I am just coming to reality that I still have a loooong way to reach the 'norm'. woke up . ARgh. hate this. what can I do. I'm just a helpless ignorant kid with these 'adults'. I want to be more useful can.
I want to study something that I have interest in. Considering to persue another degree or master in biz-related course. Do update me if you know any , thanks.
Somebody told me uni is a course to test your metal ability and stess 'threshold'- the limit before you go mad, in this case. Even if you are studying something you dont like, the fact that you are not doing well , is showing that you are capable of doing any other course. In another word, if you are capable, you should be able to handle whatever course you are in.
Just take it as I'm lazy, or I really am lazy. I guess so.
Whatever it is. It's not gg to change anything if I'm gg to continue complaining and whining. I think I'm just lack of passion. I want more vigor in my life!